Why

Why are you so cruel to me…most of the time?
It’s like I’ve done something so terrible to you. But what??? What did I do??
I don’t deserve your cruelty.
You treat me like I’m a bad person sometimes. And I’m not. I know that I’m not.
But what is YOUR problem?
You don’t even have a slight care for me.
You talk about loyalty but what loyalty do you deserve from me?
With the way that you treat me
You don’t deserve it but I still gave that to you
Only until it all became too much.
Too much stabbing in the heart
I couldn’t do it anymore
How many of them?
Four?
Including me or without ?
An arrow to the chest
I had to try and free myself from you
Try and do something, something that would even go against my own morals
I did it
And now I wish I hadn’t
Of course it didn’t work
I’m still totally mad about you
I don’t know what to do
I give up on forcing anything
Trying to have anything meaningful with you
Trying to completely end all ties to you
I give up
It’s like I’m in purgatory
It’ll never work
I wish this never happened
I wish I had my guard up with you
I am so weak
So weak when it comes to you
It’s pathetic
What kind of twisted love is this?
What did I do to deserve this?

"How beautiful would it be to find someone who’s in love with your mind."

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Can you love me?
Or is it just desires of the flesh?

You make me hope, and I’m afraid of hope
Hope of a future with you

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The Borgias

I never liked talking about my sex or love life until you..

(Source: foxmouth, via astound)

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