Death Will Take Us To Another Star
Loyalty? do you know how long I’ve been loyal to you. loyalty is not the issue. it’s all the built up pain and anger you’ve caused me. It’s just so overwhelming I don’t even know what I’m doing. I don’t know how to deal with it all. I finally tried to break that loyalty only because it was just getting too much and I’m honestly going crazy. It’s past heartache, now my very own soul is hurt. I thought that maybe if I focused on another it would help to get over you. But that made it worse. I put my morals aside and for what? just to realize that I really am stuck in this never ending thing. You just don’t get it. and the worst part is that you don’t even care and I also blame myself because I’ve been putting up with it all for so long. I’ve been trying to get away but I just can’t.